Grass is greener

I have really enjoyed this Blog I get the chance to write to my classmates and talk about the way that I feel, without having to meet face to face. On my last post I talked about how I wasn’t happy with my marriage and it made me take a real good look at myself. I have not got over my feeling for my ex girlfriend all it was that I have the grass is greener on the other side effect. I am not with my ex girlfriend for a reason because we don’t have that much in common just that we like each other but besides that its old news. I understand that my wife gets mad at times because she is so busy with work and school she doesn’t have much time for anything else, plus she is about to have her job outsourced to India. I am in love with my wife she is there for me in the good times and the bad my ex wouldn’t be there when the chips are down she is just around in the good times. So what made me feel better was when I put myself in my wife’s shoes and now I feel so much better I can’t wait to finish school and get a better job so we can start to raise a family. Right now we don’t have any kids but that is ok because we feel like we can’t afford them. My wife still is bossy but she makes the money so that’s ok with me the grass isn’t greener on the other side. I was thinking that if I got back with my ex everything would be just fine and that is not the case things would be a lot worse.